OK so H just called me about some money issues. My bank account is about to be majorly overdrawn. The bank is going to cover it, but in the meantime I need to use our other account (the one he is using) to make deposits and pay bills with. Anyway, he called to discuss this, and then we fought a little. It wasn't super bad fighting though. He just sat there in silence for a few minutes when I told him about the bank stuff. So I said "OK I guess I'll talk to you later." He said, "Wait! GDit I'm just trying to think!!" That did not feel good to be cussed like that. I told him not to cuss me, and I hung up the phone. He called me back a few minutes later and apologized. I told him that it was really mean to cuss me like that with everything going on. He asked what I meant so I told him about my family issues. Every time I turn around my family is talking smack about him, saying what a loser he is, etc. It just infuriates me because I defend him at every turn and tell them that he is just going through something right now. They don't understand why I would even want to try to work it out with him. I pretty much went off on a few family members today because of this stuff. I told him all of this, and he said "Well, thank you." Then I just told him I had to go and would talk to him later.
This is getting to be so hard because, like I said, my family is REALLY not understanding about me wanting to fix my marriage. They think I should just cash in my chips and walk away, but I just can't do that. I think our marriage is worth saving!
