Hi guys...rollercoaster Jen just stopped and I'm getting off for good. My emotions have been taking me for a ride for 2 weeks now. Rollercoasters make me nausaus
I'm not going to do anything now or ever about this woman. Basically F*** her she's isn't worth my time effort or energy.
All I know that I'm pushing H away by rehashing what happened. I'll drop it and in return I'll actually have some peace of mind. By talking about it to H I'm actually bringing a ghost into our R.
I need to believe, forgive and trust him. Without that what do we have?
Jen
PS I didn't write the poem
Last edited by JenInVen; 04/23/0807:54 PM.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*