Thanks Jack.

Trying not to be negative and have bad expectations, but I have been through so much this past 2 years with H that I am afraid to think anything positive. Everytime I do, things seem to explode! I am trying not to think anything at all but it is hard.

As for the info H has told me, I have not asked. The conversation we had sunday morning and sunday night was all initiated by him.

I sense from his voice this morning that he seems to be distancing a bit from me. Quick conversations....maybe he is processing things. Who know.

Focus on me and the kids.....I know that is what I have to do.

A