Well it wasn't pretty..he only had about 3 hrs of sleep and I kept waking him up and told him it was so wrong of him to tell me what he told me the night before..Basically that he may as well go back with her and that I can no longer control him etc etc..I told him he can't have both and told him to leave..He just kept laying there so I was yelling and told him to get out now , basically I didn't give him one second of peace. It was horrible and I've turned into a lunatic.Was not one of my finest moments and i'm not proud. What i really want is my husband back..but I'm so afraid that she has more that appeals to him than I do. She makes more money, they work in the same field and he cares about her son as well. And I know he thinks she's beautiful and has a wonderful body..he hasn't said that to me in almost 14 yrs..
Me: 36 H: 34 2 D's: 10+13 Married: 13 yrs(Together 15) Found out about A-Jan 08 Finally ended April 08..I hope?? Struggling to co-exist in peace
