She has asked me to ship all of her stuff back to Australia as well, and that she is going to collect stuff off of OM. She says she needs to "tie up the loose ends" and see if OM really is "the one" but she "thinks not".
This to me is just twisted bullshit. She is totally infected and in a chemically altered state - totally incapable of making quality decisions and overcome with selfishness. She is hurting a lot of people including herself.
I have told her that I don't believe a thing but her "gut feeling" says that we are meant to be together and that she will come and join me and her Dad in Australia soon, but that now "isn't the time".
I think I have to detach and have no contact. Go to Dr. Harley's plan B. This vacillating will not be able to be stopped by her alone.
I am bleeding on the inside and will keep you informed.
Me: 46 W: 46 T: 23 M: 20 DS12 DD11 DS5
W left: 01/28/08 Discovered OM: 02/26/08 W back for 9 days: 04/08 W returned 05/21/08 EA/PA - 01/08-07/09 W's MLC 2008-2014 (realised this much later)
