I found that knowing all the details hurt but it was also necessary for me. I didn't want to get blindsided by anything else at a later date.

Hang in there. It will get better.

Saffie
me 46
H 46
M in 1986
D20,D18,S16,D13
H's A 01/05 to 07/06
H recommitted to M 07/06
renewed vows 09/06
Going from strength to strength