I just got the nicest email from h telling me he was sorry we had a bad day yesterday (our email fighting) and that I can call him whenever I want/need to. It was very sweet. A crumb is a crumb is a crumb, I guess.

anyway, I just emailed him back, thank you and that was that. No more contact (from my end) today. It's just easier that way. I really have to "drop the rope" as my db coach said. I have to for ME.