I am with you..I go to bed alone after being with my H for 30 years...and it doesn't get easier...I still cry when I get in to bed...it's a lonely feeling...I want my M to work and I blame God sometimes...I even chatted with him last night...telling him to pour some of the love I have over to my H....maybe that will lead him home...who knows...I just wish I saw the signs as to what to do or else I do an I'm not wanting to see it.. I just want it all to come to an end, after 16 months or 8 years of it, I want it to be over.....
Take Care, Treese
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
