hey girl)))))))) glad you are able to voice your feelings without falling apart. Yes, I also would like to talk to stbx as a person, out latest angry arguments have pushed us apart, but as we have children we must have some decent communication, it took a lot from me to understand that, that I must accept he isnt' my H anymore but that still I need to have some communication with him.
The next level, is to wish them well, for a while I was thinking ill against him and ow, but I realized, whatever happens to them, good or bad, won't make me a better person or help me have a better life. Hope all goes well as he tries to make a new life for himself, wish it were with me, but if not, at least I hope he puts himself together for himself and the kids.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
