Please help me! Wife wants out! (5)

[steve477]

Thanks Rob

I think that as things have been getting better (and W have been getting a bit sicker recently), I have stopped GAL and concentrating on me. I think that I need to keep this up a little still.

I am not hoping that OM will just vanish in a puff of smoke, but I am hoping that over time he will fade to nothing. Coupled with a possible move back to Japan, should see me safe! lol.

I am getting a bit worried about things after the baby is born, and that is still 20 weeks away, so plenty of time for things to change between now and then anyway.

Of course I will love the baby no matter what, but I am sure you can see my point about it being somewhat `different`.
I am still sure in my heart that it is mine anyway, DNA and all. Just my head that tells me to worry.

One other thing that I knew W had said to OM, and to me. She cant think about other people at the moment, she is busy in work, her bodies condition is getting worse, her migraines are getting worse... so she cannot think about too many things. She is just thinking about her and the baby. SO I guess that she is in a holding pattern at the moment. Dosnt want to deal with the wrench of letting OM go (or me?) at the moment. SO when she gets better she may be more inclined to do something about the sitch. All I can do is keep making myself the more attractive option.
W has also echoed what Saffie said, in that she needs someone who can take care of her at the moment, and that is not OM. ALl she wants from OM is to make her smile and laugh and have a good time with. This sets me in the role of servant a little, but I know I am more than that to her.

Keep working on me. I know that I can do this. I know that I am going to get that kiss. I am going to say before the end of June. If I dont then I will do a forfeit!

We are both looking forward to our break next week. Going to reeellaaaxxx.

Cheers

Steve

PS I am surprised that I havent `gone off at the deep end` yet! Look at the key words in my sitch. OM1 and OM2. Paternity testing, W having ongoing EA, had a breif PA! Guess there is a bit of James Bond in me yet, holding this all together. Not only holding, but also improving!