Just checking in with you... more of a lurker these days
Your doing great, its so so sad to hear about OW H. Its just bad all the way around. but I think was is worse is that he doesn't want to believe it, and keeps on pleading. So sad.
Life if tough enough with the day to day bullSH$$.. and then to deal with you S's lying and munipulating is just a topper.
You have gotten to a better place, you can hear it in your post. Of course not every day will be good, but it seems your having more good days then bad.
Hang in there sweetie!!
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
