Patience is key

[addie]

Since H left here last night, I received an email from him and 2 calls about nothing in particular - one last night after he sent the email (although at the time I didn't realize he had emailed me) and one first thing this morning asking if he could stop by to use the computer tonight.

Back to the email.
He says he's feeling very much alone, he has no one to talk to, not even a TV in his place but realizes it's of his own doing. He doesn't want to continue being alone. (This part reminds me of the dog analogy - where the alien picks up the dog's leash (OW) to go with him on his journey because he doesn't want to be alone on the journey).
He also states that he doesn't want to hurt me anymore and that he still cares, that he's tired of running but doesn't know if "things are stale" or that maybe he hasn't done enough or maybe he's just p.o with life. He hopes that I can forgive him for "all the stupid things" he's done. He is still trying to figure out things in his mind but it's been a long process.

I haven't responded to the email yet. SIGH!!!