You are right to step back from this . It will do you no good to keep trying to figure out what is going on. Get on with your life , stand up for your values , be consistant in your actions and find something for you , a challenge that you can set goals and feel good when you achieve them. Let your W be the one to wonder about you and look at the calmness you will portray from her crazy world. Perhaps then she may start to think.
