well, good news I guess....my H texted me to let me know that he is trying to change some things so his Insurance will cover his therapy sessions....
So hopefully he will keep going. I guess he finally sees the seriousness of his sessions.
I have to say a few things about him that I have noticed since the bomb in Dec 06.....
One things being a big deal: He can say he loves me now. Before, I couldnt get him to say those 3 words without him breaking out in a sweat, actually he just wouldnt say them at all. Now ever since therapy, he can say them words and he knows and I know they dont mean "in love", but at least he can say them and understand them better.
He also knows that this is about HIM. Its not about me, or the OW. He knows he must fix himself before he can fix a marriage. He is trying to do that through his therapy.....and time.
Oh man, this MLC crap takes an awful long time! Patience is needed....Im running out!!
I get a few hours without the kids tonight....going to my parents. I have learned I cant stay home alone for too long. Especially when Im in a mood.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
