I would agree R2C, i guess that is the same as what we want from a relationship.
Little update :
I have had a tough day, thinking to much and had a slight slip when I got a bit cross early evening, though I felt it was justified, so does that make it ok ?
Encouraged W to go out and see her friend and then when she came home early, she was pleasent and discussed evening. Small laughs about couple of things then might of gone a bit to far as she blew me a kiss and said g night so I said 'give me a kiss then'.. 'no'. Brief to and through but then she left for bed just now still smiling as i was about the slip. She keeps making these slips, is this a good thing ? or just habit ?
I guess i'm impatient as i'm noticing signs already that my changes are working and when having a tough day, you really want it to push on. oh well, must slow down and take it slower I know and wait for W to make a real noticeabeable reaction to me.
I asked previously and seems missed or ignored, but what do we do with anniversaries and birthdays ? I still would like to get a card for A and get pressies for b Day, to keep the kids out of it as much as anything. I also had planned to do all the house stuff this summer that needs doing, but no longer sure I should. If we were to split it would be wasted, needed money. thoughts ?
Feel better tonight for evening alone than did today. one day at a time. Did finish book tonight to, so now need to go through it again and do the tasks. Kinda seeing some of the things I would have listed a week ago as small steps, so might have to ignore what has happened so far and go for some new ones.
Intend to use this as a daily or so journal, but all comments and opinions welcome.
