Hi Ali! Thanks for understanding! Finally, someone can see where I'm coming from. Phew! Thought I was going a bit mental there since it didn't seem I was being heard.
I'm actually doing okay. Better than I thought I would actually. They took a biopsy on Saturday and found it's cancerous. They'll do more talking about things and probably another (full) scraping Saturday as well. I'm not sure I'm pretty calm for some reason. I know I'm being watched over. I think since it's not spread all over helps to know they can get it out and can remove my uterus if they have to. That'll be hard I think since we worked hard on fertility issues after losing our babies and then trying for D. But, at the same time, I'm not using my uterus at this time either. I'm just trying to use humor and prayer right now. I'm 34 years old and don't feel like I'm going to die just yet.
As you can see from my reply to Kissak, I have told H. I agree. He should know. He's still my H and D's dad and I would want to know if it were him.
