I'd suggest if you don't believe me seeing a positive happy me, then leave the thread. Others have left just fine, right? No harm no fowl right? You guys think you've got me down pat when I know for sure you know nothing about me except my negativity of the past times. You don't like that I've been negative all this time, want me to be positive, I show you me being my usual positive self (how I am IRL) and you don't want to believe it. So I guess it's your loss that you don't want to see the positive in me.