But Fig, you see, I do have to say them here because you and everyone ask if I'm being for real when I sound so "insincere". People complain I'm too negative but then complain when I'm not. I can't apologize for those that don't like it either way. I'm being a happy positive person because I have a life to finish living. Why give up now because of something bad happening? I haven't given up for my marriage and I won't give up on myself. Why is that so hard to believe?
