I'm stressing out today. I had to go to one of our builders offices to pick up some plans and FIL said to go ahead and talk to them about building a house on the land I bought. Immediately my heart starting aching. I never wanted things to get this far. I just really feel like proceeding with the house building is a HUGE step for me away from H. We have been separated for less than 2 months. I am just torn with this decision. I know at some point I will have to make this step, but am I ready for that now? I jsut don't know.
