Thanks for replying Grace....He did call me today and wanted to know if HE was the reason I werent feeling good? Uh? Anyway he knows Im not in a talking mood right now. I dont want to talk to him and i dont agree with what he is doing to our family. I have to find a way to deal with it all. Walking is good, but i wouldnt be able to walk alone. That is all I did in the beginning of all of this and I would cry the whole time. SO I have found out I have to be around people all the time. OR on the phone to a friend. Something.

Ugh, I know he misses me. He has told me that. He knows I miss him too....so I guess time and patience is what I need more of.

I wonder sometimes though if it is HIM I miss or the DREAMS I miss of "family".

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10