I was researching voodoo dolls on Google...gonna have to cancel the order!
Stella has a point. Going back to your old job would show how strong you are and it would mean you and S would be more financially stable. I can see why you don't want to go to another city. I think there is a time when you have to settle down and make a life somewhere. H seems to be in search of something that he'll never find without some soul searching and some C. Does he see a C Addie?
In any case I still think you can check out this city and see what kind of employment opportunities they have. Just so you know.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
