YES everyone I would love to have my marriage back. How though when he professes he is so much happier now with this new life? He doesn't have to drive an hour plus to come home anymore...this GF he has has so many of the same interests as he whereas he and I had no sporting or physical activity things in common. And how in the world could I ever trust him to not cheat on me again and keep it a secret for 5 months then leave again? Our kids could not handle that emotional stress again.
I am very lost and confused right now and will need to come back to this later. I must get the kids lunches together and out the door for school and me for work.
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
