i tell ya, my patience are so i don't even know. i even made my myspace account viewable by all, i changed it all the way. a month ago it was full of anger and hatred for him, but now i made it all about me being single, flirty, dancing and such.

i read through some other posts about people on myspace and facebook. i don't know how he will view myspace page now, meaning get jealous, motivate him, or turn him off. i guess it's like i'm sending a msg i'v moved on, acting as though i have but really haven't. i guess i really should n't worry about how he sees my myspace or matter what his opinion is.

it's been 33 days since he has seen me or our d, no contact whatsoever, this is where my patience don't make sense with the brain. can anyone tell me how a father can stay away from his baby girl? the things that my h and i did to each other were just really poor communication, not discussing expectations, what is it in how he can stay away from her?

okay now if he does show up at my door, what am i to do, be cool, listen to what he says and then?


Me 40 H 30
D19 previous marriage, d3 and s10months
H walked out nov 1, 2009
Seperated ever since
filed for d nov 2010, served h 12-22-10