Totally Lost after 23 years

[CBK]

I am trying Ready - so much going through my mind... A movie just started on HBO - I so want her to call me, but that ain't going to happen tonight, at least I don't think so... I hate this. Stomach is in total knots. I am reading posts on the board and IM'ing friends, that is helping, but all's I am doing is thinking about her.

Will go for a walk...