Progress in "letting go" I have found is not linear.

I do well for a couple of days, then I regress....... Then somehow I find more strength and do well for longer... Then I regress again.

It is hard Cagz. Remind yourself that you are a child of God. You are not alone and are following God's path for your life. He will protect you and your life will eventually be better than what you had. This could be with your H or not. "Letting Go" makes the good just happen quicker. Whatever that may be.

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11