Sick of it

[Dom R]

Well, not totally going down the D road... but I'm sick of waiting. Sick of her lying to me about what she's doing. Sick of her dating people online, and to some extent in real life.

Sick of her dumb excuses about why she "cant" do stuff, either with the 5 of us, or just the two of us.

She's been pulling back lately, in one of the last remaining areas we've been close. Closing herself off from letting me do things for her.

Plus other wierd little signals, that to me says she's ramping up her next boyfriend, and so pulling back from me.

I'm sick of the rollercoaster with her. Sick of being on my own when I dont have my children with me.

Doing meetup.com stuff was fun for a while... but it's never on my schedule any more. plus I end up almost never seeing the same people twice. And frankly, I'd like some more individual attention.

She's been feeding her ego off male attention for the last 4 years now. She's had a wonderful menu of 6 other guys, AND me, giving her positive attention.

Well, this male is starved for some positive female attention back, and I'm not getting any from her.
So maybe it's time to ask her what she thinks "separated" people are free to do, and then see whether I enjoy living by her rules instead of my own for once.