I may have to go dark also, Why us, I get so mad sometimes, We all wish you the best. Will keep praying for you

Psalm 23 (English Standard Version)

The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters.
He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

Trying to stay happy as my heart gets ripped out. Looking for love and affection (getting little or none)

M45
W41
M10 years
D9, D6, D6, S5
2 Dogs and 1 Cat
OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me
PA confirmed 03/08 and still going ???