You'll get throught this! Keep DBing because as they say here most affairs fizzle out. If you still want your M then don't file for D unless he gets really stupid.
I know how you feel because my H is gone too and everywhere I look and go there are memories of him and us. I guess the LBS sees things differently because we see the positive whereas the WAS sees the negative in our Ms.
Good luck
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
