Here's a plethora of big ole hugs for when you need them.
It sounds kinda neat that y'all play peek-a-boo watching how each other reacts to the tiny glances. Your staying positive seems to set the tone for him so that sounds great, too.
I'm learning to detach by not thinking about "Kevin". When my mind starts wandering wondering about "what if's" etc, I focus on what I'm going to do the rest of the day, tomorrow, what plans I am making. Oh yes, and I throw in a little 'tsk tsk' too.
I hope this is helping me shed the shock and ickiness of all this crap.
