Okay, so I've been trying and trying. I've been called lazy, selfish, a beotch, angry, bitter, etc etc. by more than one person here too. I will agree w/being selfish (wanting more than one can give or expecting too much) as well as being an angry person.

I have found these 2 things out by talking with God and asking him to help reveal areas needing improvement. I will continue my work as usual, even better, since I see a change in myself and the way I'm going.

For those that have called me the characters above, I would have to suggest a same look towards your God. Calling someone a beotch or angry when you are as well doesn't do anyone any good and only makes the name-caller look like a hurtful person when we know that most of us here are genuinely good people.