I'm glad you had a good time camping! Sounds like your S had a blast.
Good luck with quitting smoking this week. The price would be a good motivator for me...as well as what your S said It will probably take the meds a couple of weeks to kick in. Your depressing thoughts are probably due to the situation and not the meds.
I pray that your W will find a job soon.
By the way, I had the "make or break ultimatum talk" with my H last night. I had to do something. It went better than expected and he committed to working on things with me. When he first came back we didn't talk about what we were actually going to do to "work on thing" which I believe is what got us where we are now. We'll see how it goes. This is the last chance.