so he's gone, as you know. I worked a bit this morning which helped me get my mind off things. I don't feel quite as scared financially as I figured some things over the weekend and had another conversation with lawyer this morning. I find when I DO things, constructive things, I feel much better.
I just had a crying spell. You know why? I opened the door in kitchen to make soup and I saw all the packages of Ramen Noodles that he always buys to take to work. There's like 15 packages there. I don't know why THAT made me cry. It's crap like that. The little things that you always took for granted.
