Ok I guess I'll drop the rope. I'm hurting right now and have been for quite some time. I've felt like the victim in all this but in reality H has been wonderful and very tolerant of my moods. I'm angry, sad and resntful but I'm the one who has put these moods in my life and I'm the one who has to get them out.
I'm not helping my sitch at all. Like I said last night today is a new day. Now I have to see each day as another step in a positive direction. I'm done seeing the world in a negative light. H is a good person and I love him very much and I know he feels a great deal for me too.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
