This is just crazy. We went out of town this last week with our D to a sports event she was in. We had an amazing week with the event and just spending time together with her. The thing is that my W and I had an amazing week too.
Before we left, we discussed our situation and I had decided that I really wanted her to be happy and she wasn't with me anymore, so we had decided that when we got back yesterday that we were going to stop living together and that I was going to get information about starting the paperwork. I am horribly upset at what I had done to her in the past and the thought of her being miserable in that house with me was more that I could stand, so I decided to give her what she wants and let her go find happiness. Well, we discussed this and she agreed to split up, but did not want to rush into the D because of the kids. She stated that she really didn't know what she wanted yet.... I just said that we would talk about it when we returned and go from there.
Well, this last week was amazing. She held my hand, we kissed, we cuddled, and we enjoyed each other again! All of this was her starting it for the most part. She even told me that she loved me again!!!!
The problem is that last night, once we got back home, she kind of slipped back again... But this morning was pretty good again. I am just hoping that we are back on the road to piecing! I think she still has some issues with the past, but it seems like she wants to work on this... I just don't know, I still have a lot of doubts..... I am very insecure!
