I think you are right Bruce. It is way to early but it is nice to dream and nice to be attractive to others. So amny peolple are making remarks like, "well if I was'nt married Tree would be my guy" "he won't be on the market long". Also I am sure my W is out looking and does also has "emotional" OM. I would not seek OW just because she has chosen that path but I think I will, in the near future, open myself up for a friend to hang with and see if it can develop into something. I really miss female companionship. I really like (miss) women and how they can fulfill your life in a very special way. I do wish it was my W that I could work through this with but I don't feel this is possible and I am getting to the point where I don't really think this is what I want. It would have to be a whole new marrage with tremendous effort on both sides. She is not willing to give this effort and does not believe that she needs to work on anything.

That's it for now, I thank you all for your support and please add your comments.