H is Having Affair after all - Part 2

[Evie]

Thanks girls.

With all that said, i still don't know what to do?

On Friday i was all for selling my house, having a fresh start, somewhere that i can call my own, etc etc then when i found that out yesterday i thought to myself why should H have to control every situation? He is taking advantage of me being a nice person. He doesn't care about me or my feelings only himself and what he can gain financially out of this.

So do i now stop in the house and he doesn't gain financially?

Do i take the business to go LTd to start gaining financially asap? (we may lose the booking with the pool anyway so the business could be lost sooner rather than later)and agree to move house?

Do i stay in the house and we both suffer financially?

So far what i'm thinking is go into business for the short term financial gain, put house up for sale (i have agreed to this so far, at least i will get my jobs done and it keeps H passified for the short term.

Seek - i do yoga to help with my thoughts, it keeps me centred and relaxes me.

Jen - i'm not sure that they are facing much pressure anymore. The pool is well away from the main admin building and if you were at the pool it would be to work, so not many people tend to go down there and also H has never mixed so he keeps himself to himself. I think the gossip has died now. The only pressure maybe is from H?.

Also his actions have been consistant since the day he left, he is still playing me. He says he's not a ba*tard, but his words say otherwise.

I just feel H is having it all his own way. I just can't believe that he acts as if he is all caring etc yet his actions/words are all so callous? As i said before it's as if he has no happy memories of us at all??? I feel i'm just been pushed a side, like i mean nothing, like our life meant nothing and also as if our children mean nothing. (yes, i do say children, i truely feel as if he enjoys have limited time with them and pretends to be this caring doting dad, when in reality he has very little patience)