I've gone dark for about a week. My W seems happier than ever. I'm keeping my distance I know going dark is for me and its helping. I'm human and it hurts not knowing if I will have a meaningful relationship with her.
More and more I've been thinking about dating. It's more thought than action, but I'm getting tired. I don't like thinking this way but I'd like some companionship in my life. Not a woman who does what she wants.
