Why Can't I DB the right way??

[water2moon]

hi HM, yes I am on prozac now..Doc said it would take about a week to feel better but I have not cried in days so I think this is progress..I take Xanax for the Anxiety and although the doctor says I can take it 3X a day I've taken it only once or twice a day..As for the OW still being in contact with H He is really showing me how one sided it really is..yesterday morning she spent over 4 hours sending him text after text, all said the same thing " I HATE YOU..WILL YOU HATE YOU TILL THE DAY I DIE" In caps just like that..over 80 texts in all..Now I hope he can
see just how crazy she is??? As far as changing his cell he explained she can still get the new one through his job..He's not responding from what I can see so I'm happy about that and he seems sincere about working on our marriage although to be honest it's not fast enough for me..I really miss being with him in every sense of the word and I don't think he's ready yet..But I'm busy GAL...Started studying for school, re-painting and redecorating D13's room and H just bought her a new bed yesterday..He's been great and now I want him to see that this is where he needs to be, I want our house to be his safe haven..He told me tonight he really sees a difference in me..Now if only I can get OW to back off my life would be almost normal again..I've mentioned going to the police but H feels bad( as he should) and told me to give it some more time that she has to stop soon..I hope so..