Totally Lost after 23 years

[CBK]

FaithfulH -

What a great post. I went to the detachment site, you are right on, I had no idea what detachment ment. Now I need t study this and begin the practices.

I have thanked my wife both in our conversations and in counseling for being so strong to step up like this. It will make our relationship stronger - whether it be as lovers or friends.

I pray at least once a day, if not more. I have asked God for Guidance and assistance. I had a hard time in church today for myself. I need to get past this.

I am trying to GAL - probably the most difficult thing, but will get there.

I am reading a ton and have your books and tapes on my list now. This is my full time job, everything else pales in comparison.

Interesting about family. Since my network is small, my mom, yes, my mom calls me everyday. I do have to be careful and I don't tell her about the details. She knows her little boy (6"2" 217 lbs) is hurting. There are only three people that know about the entire sitc outside of our counselors and they are very turstworthy.

I look forward to your visits and will read your string. They ahve been so helpful to me in so far.

Thanks,

CBK