Hey I hope you are having a better day and feeling good. Did you get your meds switched yet? Your Dr. probably told you but Lexapro takes 2-3 weeks before it will really start to help you (as do most AD) so make sure you give it enough time to work.
I feel your pain, and I know this is all so hard. I have a lot of trouble getting the same thoughts out of my head. I spend way to much time talking and thinking about what H is doing and I need to think about myself more. I NO it's very hard and I also am not a patient person. Hang in there, sounds like your H is trying it's just a much slower process than we would like it to be.