voice mail of our song -advice pls

[buenosuerte]

Thanks for the response, nah i don't have an attorney, i'm off from work till the next school year begins. That's a whole story within itself.

No attempt whatsoever to see his baby, it kills me. we tried for 3 months to get pregnant, she's here without a father has been for bout' 7 months. i've been on the other end with my other d. i only see her on summer vacations and xmas. it kills me not to be in her life each and every day. i really am beginning to believe he doesn't love her and never really did me.

this whole voice mail with song, bugs me. it's like here i've been silent for over a month ignored you and our baby, but let me mess with you by sending this song.

even if i had his number i would not call him. hate to admit it but the gym i go to is near his house and there are times when i drive by without him seeing me, not all the time.

i'm acting so much as my life has gone on, for the most part it has but so stuck in still loving him and wanting to work things out, not only for me but our daughter. horrible thing experience is from prior marriage the whole division of the child - i made that clear when we decided to have our d, that u stick it out work it out, but i think he's just immature, don't know what to do.

i hope you are right in him contacting me soon, when he does i really don't know what to say.

i go back and forth about serving him the custody/child support papers, it will send a msg that i am done, that may motivate him, i have no clue really...