well, I did something else. I need immediate money for every day needs and h isn't being helpful. He will be mvoing out tomorrow and I know that the basic bills( mortgage, taxes, util.) will be paid, but I just need to know I have money for food and gas, etc. So I asked someone in town here and got a part time job in the office. I also have work I do from home (from my company I work for in NYC, where i'M FROM ), so I feel good that I took this step and at least know that I will have money for food and such without having to deal with h. I feel proud of myself that I did this.
I've also decided that I am going back to school. it's something I have wanted to finish for a long time and now is the kick in the butt I needed.
