My first thought was that "Kevin" would never do that. The second was yes, I would accept him with conditions. The third was.. would I want to risk losing this joy and beauty that is within me to fall back into such a one sided relationship?
I don't know what to make of these feelings either. I fear (after the reality that your K and my H would not want to come back) that our R could never be good again. I don't see H changing. And I love my new changes and fear I would lose them if I 'settled' back into a life with H.
That being said, I still mourn our marriage, the time we have spent together. I hurt for my children who didn't ask for this.
