Read a fair bit of book today and everytime I read it, I get a new enlightenment, but also some fear returns of how tough this will be.

W seems in a bad mood today, but we have not seen much of each other. Something else occured to me, not sure if positive exactly, but not bad, that we haven't actually argued for about 3 weeks. I mean, not even a heated raised voices dissagreement, that must be a record !!!

Feeling a bit sad today, but that is self inflicted as got the day after a big drink paranoia !!!