Totally Lost after 23 years

[CBK]

Okay, went downstairs and W was on her computer. She asked how I was doing and why I came home from church early. I told her I was having a bad morning. Of course, it developed into a R conversation. I was trying to be empathatic, listen to her. It was tough. What she said is that she is best being by herself, that is where she is the most happy. She is honestly trying to distance herself from OM, but I know she will talk to him every now and then. Of course I started to get in the way I feel and why I can't understand where she is. Also why she couldn't talk to me at all - but I keep not hearing her answer, and I did today. She didn't know, she thought she was broken. She has said this several times, but I today, I was getting it. But she was getting upset when she said it, so I started to get upset. Rather than try to empathize, I said I need to walk away for a bit until I calm down as I don't want to get mad.

So I came up here to post... Slip sliding away...