Drowning after 23 years!

[CBK]

Thanks Puppy - your points are well taken. I just walked out of church this morning as I feel like a hypocrite sitting in there with all this going on. I am ready to have a full blown argument with W right now and lay it all on the table. Right now, I can only think she is being a cold hearted b!tch toward me and absolutely no sense she is working on us, which I know she isn't. I want to lay it on the line that she, under no uncertain terms, should be ocntacting or seeing the OM. This guy has been leading her on for awhile with the "I am not happy in my M either" and "I will leave my wife" - I think that has been going of for months. I do know that WW said she has come to terms that she can live without me, and after she moves out, she will have to see if OM is available, that is her dream. Total BS and addiction.

Right now I am so upset I can't even see straight, so I locked myself in my room so I can think all of this out. My W heard me come back early this morning - I was supposed to go to church and gym - so when she heard me, she shut her door.

I just want to scream.