Gypsy, I read about your week. Amazing. Sounds like a perfect trip for the LBS, huh??? I need to get the healthy eating down a lot more. Thanks for finding me here.
Journaling:
I continue to be friendly to my H because that is what the girls need to see. Its not forced, but its hard for me to 'let it in' because I slip and feel too close to him. Then its detachment central all over again. Some days I can't even look him in the eye, other days, I sneak 100 little peeks at him. H's mood is very dependent on mine, I can see him checking me and then reacting. So I stay positive.
Friday evening, he started in on the house "We need to get this settled". But when we tried to talk about it, I was given the list of my past mistakes, my faults, etc. So, I stopped the talk quickly and left the room. He did a 180 and was totally cheerful and almost flirty. Gross.
I swear it would be easier to never see him again.
