I don't think I've posted to you before, but I have watched your thread(s) from time to time. One of the things I like about this site is that there is always someone on here who expresses my exact thoughts. There is something reassuring about that, even when the thoughts themselves are not welcome. These questions - when will it be over for me? - have been plaguing me this w/e. There's a full moon tonight. Maybe our emotions push and pull in tides like the oceans.
Hope you are feeling better again today. It takes a lot of energy and strength to step forward into a future that is so different than the one you had in mind. It's like the saying about old age - it's not for sissies. It seems like you are doing great - especially because you can focus on wanting to help others.
me: 47 H: 48 he has 2 grown sons M 1995(my 1st, his 3rd) hit iceberg 6/07 S 9/26/07 before now