Oh mary that is a wonderful wonderful list. I am very proud of you. It takes control and power to even sit and write the list. That will empower you. I know what you are going through. Honestly, post bomb (last summer) I have no idea how I did it, but far out of it now, I do see it does NOT kill you, in fact, it forces you to take charge of your life and make it better.
The little things about H that you will miss. These things are hard, but that's totally normal. It feels odd to be so distant from someone you've come to know so well.
