He gave me some really stupid excuse that didn't make sense about the rose receipt. He is taking a shower right now and I see that he took his cell phone with him!!!! WTF! Is he going to talk to her in the shower?
The messed up part of this with me is that I am really enjoying the time I spent with him yesterday (all evening). He hugged me again and we had this wonderful conversation remembering vacations we had taken and funny things that have happened. He shared with me his worries about taking these classes in nursing and how he is scared he won't cut it. I reminded him of all the jerks he dealt with at the Bible college and he made it through that.
Right now I am waiting to see what I am going to do. I can't live like I did back in January where H was staying overnight with OW half of the time and with me half of the time. I am still willing to work on this marriage and not ready to move on from it. But I can't live in the same house with a man who has another woman on the side. The thing is that the only way he will leave is if I go to a lawyer and make it legal. Only I would have a Walk away Spouse that won't leave! HAHA! Anyhow...I am going to sit on this and pray about it and think really hard about it. I know I don't need to decide anything today or tomorrow.
Oh...I didn't get into the reading acadamy (due to my principal not turning in my paperwork on time!) so it looks like Disney is back on for this summer. AND....being the spoiled only child I am, my Dad just bought me a new computer.
Me-31 H-38 M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs No kids Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06 Found out about OW 12-24-07 Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08 OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08 OW is back 4-19-08 H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08 Filed for divorce 6-5-08 Divorced 7-2-08
